Well, I'm feeling quite beat physically and emotionally. This is my 4th Porn convention that I've volunteered at and I can honestly say that you don't get used to it. I pray to God that I will never get used to it.
Today was the hardest day to attend. We passed out a lot of bibles and conversations were still going but something had changed in my mind about the whole show. I don't know if my filters were weakened or if the whole show ramped up to a new level or both? I was more affected by what was going on around me. It could of been the continuous line of men taking pictures and videos of the girls across from us, or the dancers to our left that where showing and doing a bit too much, or the continuous barrage of Video screens playing the same tracts over and over. All I know is I had to take more breaks and take my focus elsewhere and pray a lot more.
I'm praying that our work here will not be in vain. That we will have moved someone's thinking a bit closer to God.
One of the best moments was when a Pornstar was walking quickly past our booth and then turned and stopped. She asked us for a bandaid and all the ladies at our booth said sorry don't have one. Me being the good dad went into his wallet and gave her a bandaid. She was so thankful and explained one of her dancers had a bad blister. She then quickly walked off. This reminded me of the verse in Mark: When Jesus heard this, he told them, "Healthy people don't need a doctor - sick people do. I have come to call not those who think they are righteous, but those who know they are sinners." Mark 2:17
Jerome Hawkins
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